"Overkill" by Colin Hay

Wow nearly a month without a post that's a problem.

Lets see since then alot has happened, hence the craziness of this busy time. I'm balancing alot on my plate right now.

Most importantly my family is considering moving to back to Mobile, Al. My uncle has arranged for my dad to interview for the position of Head of the Imaging Department at Springhill Hospital. Its a big deal because without the help of my Uncle my dad couldn't even dream of such a position. It would pay a good deal more than his current job and he'd be able to afford all sorts of things for the family me and Liz he never could have before. There is even a condo with his name on it.

So why turn down such an amazing offer? Among other things they/we would be moving away from all of our friends as well as our church family, and they'd be moving away from people who love them to what? My mom, and a bunch of my dads old friends, most of whom he doesn't like. Few people he knows down there are spiritually guided, my grandmother (his mother) being one of them. Honestly, as much as I would like to have a safer financial family future I don't think it's worth the cost.

On other fronts, I'm getting kind of worn out with some of my friends, apparently they find it funny that I reference my home alot. I made the mistake of telling Josh that I was from Mobile originally and he does his best to reference it at every turn. I've tried to explain to him why I don't enjoy hearing about Mobile, and lets just say it has nothing to do with the potential move. I hate to say it but I may have to cut myself off from them if they keep doing this. I'm sick of being disrespected by so called friends.

Most of them have no idea what I'm going through, no idea the kind of pain I'm suffering from because of what has happened to me.

I'm so sick of trying to figure out whats going on between me and Brittany. Sometimes I think she likes me others I don't and with everything else on my plate that my be the first thing to drop.

The song of the day is "Overkill" by Colin Hay, because thats what all this is overkill.

-matt