"Riverboat" by The Nobility

Wow I'm not sure what to post but I feel I should post something.

I sometimes just sit around and don't want to anything I've begun to feel really worthless lately. I always get this way in the few weeks after Valentine's Day. I just have yet to be able to overcome my fear of asking a girl out here. As I've said before there was a time when I was at least competent at it.

I just hide behind one excuse after another. First it was that they'd want nothing to do with a guy that looks like me. Which is proven a false theory time and time again in this place. Then I blame it on a lack of money and a car, but there is plenty to do around hear that is within walking distance and/or cheap so I can't confidently make that argument. I think part of it is that I'm not always very trusting of my choices in girls I've been burned a few times.

And because of that inability I judge myself really harshly, which is unfair to myself. I just don't know.

"Riverboat" by The Nobility, because "OH! you know how to bring a man down."

-matt

well I think that's all for today.