"Lithium" by Nirvana

So I promised more posts and I'm trying to keep good on it.

Man, you know sometimes I wonder why I do this thing, I'm not sure who I'm talking to or if anyone is even out there to read this. I guess it is a somewhat cathartic experience for me, just a chance to voice my opinion. oh heck I'll keep doing it.

I like to think, alot, and generally what I've found is that I begin to over think things, people, events, etc. I build up all this anxiety about what people are thinking about me, might be thinking about me, or (and I know its crazy) might not be thinking about me. I'm hoping to get a job that doesn't leave me much time for such ponderings, I'm looking into doing fence building work. It would be a good workout, in the sun and heat (sweating and tanning according to girls), for decent pay. It'd be a far cry better than working for a fast food joint, and better for me.

I can't wait for next school year: There will be a new crop of people to meet and get to know, I'll be living with Preston, which should be sweet. The only downside to next year half of my friends during both semesters, are going overseas.

Well today's song of the day is "Lithium" by Nirvana because lithium is supposed to be this amazing cure for anxiety, depression, and bipolar disorders, but no one is quite sure why, or how it works.

- matt